Kyew505 haz international readers.

Been wondering for quite a long time, who's reading my blog from NORWAY??? anyone? i won't bite.serious.

so i decided to write a "letter" for my beloved reader/s

Dear Norway Reader,

This is the owner, i don't think you're a spammer coz i always see you, appearing in the box there(visitor's stats)

Please tell me who you are! im curious! and because im not a very computer person, i can;t track your IP adress, triangulate your signal via satellite, and etc. So i really don't know who you are!

Norway, where excapade sushi Salmon  is originated( ah, the raw-ness of salmom dip in wasabi) where is this place? im too lazy to google it, and although im a Geography student, i don't know much about the globe/earth/maps. ( i failed my longtitute/latittude?? thing, question 1 -10 in Geo papers, i kalok kalok anyhow, circle and got it right, (i hate smart people!)

( i don't know im telling you all these also)

hahahaha! so it will be nice to know who you are , but if you wish to remain anonymous, i will block your IP and you will never get the chance to read this blog anymore! i cannot do anything also.HAHA!

Sincerely,


(my signature)

The Owner



WHO'S READING FROM SAUDI ARABIA!??!?!

From Auckland is yeet yang ??

hmmmm

Norway is sooo pretty omfg!! is this where the salmons live!??!
Bye

Long awaited "movie review" post.

It's been quite a long time, i "Review" about movies i watched in cinema. Reasons are because as i "grow older", my tastes slowly changing again , i think. coz lately all the movies i watched is like SO SO only even though the ratings are very high.

Example like Pirates, so so only, Thor So so only. (last month)

Xmen( one of my favorite movies of all time) but this one also SO so only. All the highly publicized one all SO SO only! why! i cannot understand! i wanna go into cinema and come out super excited and happy like before! unlike now, MEH, ok ok only.

I love dramas more now, coz it's long and detailed,  every aspect of it; is covered. well. The STORYLINE is important now, previously, as long as there are ACTIONS, i would be satisfied. yeah i think it;s this thing.

It's becoming clear now, as i blog about this, few years back, ACTIONS= NICE, no action = no nice. hahaha


Guess i have reached the age now, oh no!


Watched PAUL online yesterday, weird though, not yet premiere in Brunei yet, but yet already can watch  very clear version  in the internet liao! all hail internet!

PAUL VERY VERY NICE!! hahahah 8/10.

And HANNA, also not available in cinema yet, but can watch online already, this SUCKS! typical Child assassin movie, and it's very the not nice, well, not worth to watch it in the cinema la, watch online/dvd can liao. 5.5/10

Steven Spielberg movie, weird, the camera /lens isn't all that important AT ALL! haha, it was okay la, probably because the Qlap cineplex is very very good, with the nice seats, surrounds sounds, nice screen and etc. The movie ah, not bad. can see some E.T, Jurassic Park 1& 3(scenes) in this movie somewhere.hahaha!
7/10?? no idea actually.

FYI, I LOVE JURASSIC PARK!

This year, most of the movies are ALIENS one! have you notice?

1. SUPER 8
2. GREEN LANTERN
3.COWBOYS VERSUS ALIEN
4. TRANSFORMERS
5.PAUL
6. THOR?? ( COME FROM OTHER PLACE WAD)
7. ET ( KATY PERRY)
hahahaha  got more??

Guess these are my "Reviews"

Bye!

blog something

I should blog about something, but what...hmm

should start counting down to July liao, need to buy this and that also. and worry bout my salary of May & June before i leave.Should start stealing packing stuff from office. Should really buy some high tech+ quite pricey thing, if not will sad.but what?

Should stop obsessing with Cafe World, and get back to real life. Also, been working hard to tie up all the loose ends back here in Brunei. Been quite successful i guess, so. moving on!

Really nothing to blog!

Bye

端午节

Some asked me what's my new job, truth is, it's quite difficult to say, but i will say this.

Part of my job description is to:

1. Stand for at least 4 hours per day.(i think)
2. Standing  in different areas.
3.Standing during odd hours, eg. early morning or midnight.
4.Providing "quality" service(s) to random people ( guy/girl/men/women)
5.Commissions/tips are deducted and need to be handed over to "atas" people.
6.Being demanded to do everything & ANYTHING, not allowed to say NO. ( which includes, kneeling, squatting down and "bending over")
7.Need to wear nice clothes, set nice hair, polished shoes and etc. Have to be presentable.
8.Must be on call everyday, when people demands it, i should/must be prepared to/for work.
9.LOW PAY
10. It's Quite "glamorous", like what the Bumiputra people says it, you get to wear nice clothes to work etc etc.but mehh

So yeah, basically these are  my job descriptions lo..


 Today is  Dumpling day! have you eaten any?

Bye! before that ..see ..

 

Add a photo of WANG x  5 and ducklings!

Let's break up.

This is my first time quiting my first real job, ( part time waiter doesn't counts). It's weird though, people are normally nervous before and during a job interview, but i don't have any feeel at all. like normal talking nia.

But when it comes to resigning/quiting, i find it super hard to do, in this case only. As i mentioned yesterday, if the boss is still here, it would be sooo much easier, NAH old man! bye! the end. but in this case different lo, so after i put the letter on my manager's desk, i went out for tour, and after i came back to the office, seems like nothing happened one, i don't know, it's very the weird!! cannot be he didn't see the letter!, cannot be someone else took it, cos there's no people in the office.

But how come he act like nothing happened?! omg! this is so weird! and it's awkward for me to ask it also!! eeee!!!! he also awkward maybe?

This reminds  me of a bad case of breakup, eg. break up liao. but still have to see each other, cannot don't want  see（不能不要见) , then both party awkward there. 、keep changing subject, talking bout work and other stuff.  Very alike this scenario kan!?!

Aiyer...still got 28 days to "break the ice" i guess

Bye

1 month notice.

Today's the day,  quite important day, the day SNSD releases new album and also;the day i will finally stop questioning myself(today only), have to thank all the people who gave advises, opinions. No thanks to those who never cared, you should know who you are!.

Today is also the 1 year 1 month anniversary of my time working in Brunei, although last year on may 29 30 31, it was a very very good yet very very  bad experience for me. See here and here for the stories in case you have  forgotten.. But oh well, let by gone be by gone, i supposed.

Will have a "Brand" new beginning elsewhere.

Oh, in case you didn't know , the purpose of this post is to inform my readers/friends(those who DID NOT chat-ed with me) that im officially resigning from the company im in now, and  pursue new challenges elsewhere.

Have already gotten a job and will start working on July 1 2011, but i have yet to tender my resignation. Because my manager is such a good person, not giving opportunities to me, but a very good. person, will have to do it by today though.....has been google-ing again for ways and etc.

Some asked me why would i resign from such a good job, doing nothing, earning "quite" much and carefree bla bla bla. All of those are true i guess, but i don't think it's suitable for long term lo, and saying salary is high is not THAT high also. and most importantly i don't think im happy here in Brunei, may it be the lack of entertainments,  text messages, phone calls , places to have decent food and even friends.

Just felt like i have to try different things while im still young. though salary might be low, but to gain experiences and meet much more people.  that's what i need & want right now, gonna live life to the "fullest" . gonna try anything and everything, haha, even if this new job doesn't work out , i already have a Plan B & C.

turns out that im quite a catch( i'd like to think so), cause i already have more job offers. LOL.

That's all for now i guess.

To: Crystal & Collie, these are the reasons, so no more private tours in July liao.

* Back to research*

Don't take the stapler. "It's not worth it," says Mr. Goldfarb. "If there are security cameras or coworkers with a grudge, stealing from the company doesn't look good." In some cases, you could also end up getting billed for the missing equipment—or even taken to court.

OMG, i really really like the calculator at work!

Bye

Milk

Watched Pirates in 3D last night, costs $8, what a waste, no 3D at all, never wanna watch 3D movies in Brunei anymore. but final installment of Harry potter looks very nice in 3D leh, eeeeeee, see how it goes.

Had a late dinner last night, dinner at 10pm! probably should called it supper after the movie. got home and sleep and had another weird dream.

A friend of mine, was working in Supa Save, promoting MILK AND CHOCOLATE SYRUP! and the management even gave him a special "office like " room, he said that the business is doing well, he managed to sell quite a number of milk and chocolate syrup.and quite a lot of aunties are asking him to sell them milk.= =

I was like, what the f, he sold me a carton of milk, and when i got home, the milk turned out to be stale. WTH.><

Why always these weird dreams.

and notice that im blogging and less and less now, and no more pictures, i don't know why is this happening

Bye

Angry Dream

It's been quite a long rime i dream, so last night i got an angry dream.

i don't know why i can remember this one. and lottery number involved.

This happened in Miri, and for some reasons, Winnie, Judy and Eelynn are there in this dream of mine, so it goes like this, we were in this coffee shop near a sports toto shop and next to it is a bank.

So judy says she wanna buy toto, but before that she need to go to the bank, so she and eelynn went to the bank 1st, i went in few minutes later, then there's this banker lady , not the one sitting one, but those who run errands or whatever at the back, she said something like,

WHY ARE YOU HERE? BUY TOTO NEXT DOOR, etc etc,

i don't remember the entire story, but i remember i started scolding that woman, ( quite harsh from what i can remember), then she left. so after that we go buy toto, and the numbers are what i saw in the bank, 1078 and 5150..i think..hahahah

The End

wake up feeling angry and pissed off  at 3am!  hahahaha

Lessons in life

Don't feel like blogging coz..

will just post some knowledges which im relating to, in this stage of ma life, which
i stole from people profiles. hmph!

1. Life won't wait for you forever. If you let everything pass you by, you'll never find out how beautiful life can be. Live life, have fun.

2. Not all scars show, not all wounds heal. sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels.

3. When you think your life "sucks", just think to yourself about how many people have it worse.

4.Do what makes you happy. Be with who makes you smile. Laugh as much as you breath. Love as long as you live.

5. Three steps to move on. CTRL + ALT + DEL. Control yourself, look for an alternative solution & delete the situation that hurts you.

6.Best friends are people who make your problems their problems, just so you don't have to go through them alone.

7.Respect those friends who find time for you in their busy schedule, but really LOVE those who never see their schedule when you need them.

Again, stole these from someone, but sadly, life's don't always goes your way, you can't get everything you want, even though it's something that is very very simple...

haiz.

sad, no choice but to be obsess with Cafe World. BE MY NEIGHBOUR!.sad..

and also im sad because see here ( soo sad) and also, this song


Weekend liao.


Bye

Haih.

How can people be so inconsiderate and insensitive, haih

Belated Mother's Day post

A belated Mother's Day post.


Once upon a time, i was a kid.and from what i can remembered, my mom has always been  very special.

Normally, a typical mom with follow the child and do everything for them etc, but it's a different with my mom.

From what i can remember in 1996,( should be) the  year i started K2 (kindergarten 2)it was my first day of school, my dad was the one who brought me to school, he took me to my classroom, the teacher came out and greeted me and my dad, i can still vaguely remember the face of my Pregnant teacher, so when i saw her, i started crying, and want to go home, i started "punching" my teacher stomach..LOL! so all in all, my dad brought me home.


When i got home and saw my mom, and different from typical movie scenes, where the mom will come over and hug and say nice things etc etc, my mom greeted me with 藤条，WHY YOU NO GO SCHOOL!? YOU KNOW YOUR DAD PAY FEES LIAO!? whip whip whip

and that's what i remembered from my first day of school, getting canned . Ithink thats the only thing i remember from K2 .lol


Primary time.

Every morning/afternoon, i see Moms/aunties(maid)  carrying the school bags for their kids,waiting patiently outside the classrooms at 4, even though classes don't end at 5.30pm. and as soon as the bells rang, again rushing to pick up their bags, and even doing their chores(sweeping etc) for them. My dad would only pick me up at 6pm where the traffics had cleared up, i would stay in the classroom to sweep and other chores, no mom/aunties to help me.

I buy my own exercise books from the cooperative stores and textbooks from the teacher,might sound kinda petty now, but it's not easy for a primary-ner

When i was in Primary 4, my mom told me and my brother that my dad is busy with work,so we need to take buses home, almost everyday,

while im still in primary 4, my elder brother would accompany me, when i started  primary 5, i was walking to bandar bus station back and forth from school alone. I used to hate my parents for all these, why do i have to take buses to and from school, where the others had maid/drivers, stopping infront of the school building.

I did this until i graduate Form 5, not everyday la, but yeah there are days i did. Even going to The Mall, i would have to take bus from Gadong to Bandar and then back home. Was really really not happy about this back then.

But as i grew older, and i started to understand all of these is to train me and my brothers, comparing ourselves to our peers who are pampered from young, they are sooo spoiled and useless. Seeing secondary students still having their mom/maids carrying their bags for them, some who are so dumb/naive,so dependent on their parents even till now.


I know now, what my parents did are to let us become more independent,and im proud to say im very independent, often being ask, "why you think so much, so far"?, "i think you are born in the wrong era" etc. i may not look like it. but oh well.

Im what i am today because of my mom,. because of her laziness(yes this is undeniable hahaha),and her mindset to train us to become better people.

On mother's day, me and my brother brought the whole family for a mother day meal, and because we are all boys, none of us actually say HAPPY MOTHER's DAY, it's very hard for us to say this apparently, hahaha and because we are all boys , we really don't have much photos taken. this is kinda sad, maybe next time!


She always complained that she didn't have a daughter, and once all her sons got married, we will all move out and leave her alone and dad in the house adding a sigh at the end. and sometimes, when she read the news about abandoned baby girls, in the hospital, she would ask my dad to go see and try to adopt a baby girl. which is often ignored by all of us. hahaha


For some reasons, i don't see my mom getting older, that is until she start complaining she can't read the newspaper anymore and asked me to bring her to the optician, and while waiting she took out the PSP and play Harvest Moon, so i wonder, she's getting old? she used to play ps1 , then ps2 now psp.LOL!

my mom is weird, she's weird like me. im weird because of her? hahahaha though i never said this to her, but i really really love my mom. and i thank her for making the person i am today.


Maybe i will SCAN some pictures of me and her( while young) cos as i mentioned we never take any photos now.


Happy belated mother's day.


Bye

May First

Today is labor day! in malaysia! they don't need to work tomorrow!

Today is also the day i started work! ( MAY 1st 2010) it's been ONE YEAR!

Bye..

Lots to absorb in a day

For those who plays Facebook, might know that im sick x2 ! 1.Real sick. 2. sick of my job(again)

Normally i just take a couple of pills then ok already one, but this time a bit more serious coz already 3 days of headache, going to the doctors costs $30, anyways, while i was there,the doc told me that

i have Prehypertension (means you're likely to end up with HBP(high blood pressure), unless you take steps to prevent it.)

omg! im such a health conscious people and yet! like this AGAIN!, though she say it might be higher cause im sick though, ask me to go back again in a few weeks time. But still, have to watch my diet liao lo!

While talking bout this, she noticed that i have a squint/juling at my right eye, she recommended me to go to Ripas and see this eye doctor.

( btw this clinic is in Serusop,Dr Amir's and my doc( not Dr Amir) is a very very good doc, she will be my go to doctor from now on!)choy choy choy

So long story short, after a series of tests, found out that my eyes is going 35 degrees sideways(normal is 0), and IF i want to , i can have this operated for BND $1500( not including ward fees and medicines fees) woahh

I'm seriously gonna do it one, its just a matter of when and how to get the money, and remember i just bought the medical card/insurance thingy, i think can claim from there, though have to ask around again for confirmation .

So yeah, that's about it, and my work related issues, i'll just talk about it next time, since everything is not finalize yet.



Bye!

YOU ARE 3 YEARS OLD!

All those counting down, means something one, (though no one cared)



3 years ago today, i "gave birth"! HAHAHAHAAH! 

1st tym blogging
ERRr halo everybody!!theres a few reason y i blog!
1.waste tym
2.improve writing speed
3.improve english
4.shares my thought

and oso feel strange tat y oly girls blog i don see any guys blog so strange d so i decide 2 blog oso!!

so nw i will try 2 blog everyday bcoz me gt lots of tym and try nt 2 be lazy!!plese read my blog a!!



3 YEARS AGO DE TODAY,I WROTE THIS DIU LIAN STUFF!!! HAHAHAHA!

though i failed as a parent, forgot my son 1st and 2nd birthday ...


*Tear falling down* 

 ermm..i don't know what to say liao..hahaah! ermm 

WISH :

wish this blog survive for 2 more years? hahaha


Happy birthday MY SON! 
 
 

1 more day!!!

i just wrote to BB(borneo bulletin) again, so wait for Saturday.lol!

Anyways, i gonna tell you all how i passed my Physics test back in Form5, i just remembered this, suddenly flash back.hahaha

So any Form 5 students, still taking combined science and have a hard time dealing with MIRROR WORDS, PLEASE LOOK HERE!

Normally the MCQ part will give u this question, they will show you this picture, and there will be 4 choices to choose from. How ah? which 1 ah? im not smart like other people， but im what you can say WITTY! hahahaha so...here's how.

You know your math teacher will ask you to buy this scientific calculator to do SIN COS TAN, cb thing.right? cb math and cb math teacher, anyways you buy the one with the solar panel 1..

 like the one above,

so simple, just use the mirror there and shine/reflect at the word FIRE and then you get the original one lo..HAHAHAHAH!!!! or vice versa. get it
???

HAHAHAHAHA!! yes! yes! this is how i do it...i don't know how other smart people does it though..but who cares! hahahahaha


Ah, i know why this suddenly pop up in my mind liao..i was re watching 4 minute MIRROR MIRROR mv...ohhhhh!! hahahahaha


On the side note, was watching Glee on tv last night ,coz nothing to watch, and i hate Lea Michele(Rachel) more and more now, although her voice is nice, i really really hate the cb exaggerated face when she's singing, dulan! last night episodes was the one she's singing Firework 1. wtf! ccb ! exaggerate much? can't find any pictures though.



Bye!

2 more days

Yesterday at about 4.15pm, my boss called, asking me to buy cigarettes for him and bring it to JPMC, stupid old fool, about this time,always traffic jam liao one, and i really really hate traffic jams one, i have no patience, got there at 5++ got lost in JPMC.==

wasted all my fuel and credit.ccb! oh and it's been 3months since my last blood donation, so while i was lost, i found this blood donation department, so i go in and inquire something, i saw the nurse, and told her i want to donate blood, with an awe face, she asked me how old am i, i said 20. She seems to be in doubt, then the doctor came out, and asked me the same question, he don't believe also, he said ARE U SURE? U LOOK 16 TO ME.

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOH!!! happy dao i wanna donate straightaway.HAHAHAHAHAHA but cannot coz empty stomach, hahah so maybe this weekend la.




A random photo of a horse there.

So that people don't get bored(more bored) the lack of photos.

here!

Few days ago,was the day they release the RDR japanese version, im kinda a hardcore fan if you still didn't know! ==!

Was chatting with Ern, bout this coz i can't find anyone to share this with..we were thinking of screen capturing the video for possible wallpaper ideas. and he introduced me Picasa.

with it's screen capture thing.

I'm sorry for any hardcore jessica fans out there. while i was looking for nice screenshots, i paused and skip forward and backwards and saw this.

SORRY !!!!! but it's very FUNNY!!

 very hard to capture taeyeon, coz she sings all the YO word, so the mouth always got the "O" shape....ZZ

i ben lai use this one wan, but then! Ern say !LOL! THE FACE SOO LONG! haizz sad-ed!



The End!

Bye!

3 more days.

Rewind back to Saturday, i did something i really really regret.You know how you hate squeeky doors? how annoying  that is, normally it's a good thing to apply oil to it.but! if when you are in a office and you are not doing anything useful, you SHOULD not apply oil to squeeky doors!

here's why!

1. when boss come in, YOU DON'T KNOW! ( coz no more squeeky sound anymore~!!) stupid! regret like what. very hard for me to act rajin, when i don't even know he's coming in! eeee!!!

ok .

So i mentioned i went to miri, etc etc , so i bought this IRON thing, to iron my clothes, seeing the life demonstration in Parkson, it's really really good! i even tried it! and really really good!! but thn brought it back home! it;s not very very good!! and it costs me RM 168! it was sold in ICC last time...also around that price!! cb china proudct! lie me is japan product! i dono why i so dumb! excited guo tou!! haiz!!!

blog tommorow or later,


Bye

5 more days

白羊座



桃花指數：★★★★★

2011年羊兒的愛情可謂是水漲船高，桃花運勢來得兇猛。在2011年的第一個季度，木星由雙魚轉入白羊宮，羊兒會擁有10年來找到真愛的最佳相位，所以如果你還沒有找到那個對的人，你需要多去與人交往。如果你已經找到了那個對的人，木星會給你比近年來更多的快樂時光。如果你單身，你可能已經準備好做出承諾，討論下一代的問題。重點是你會做好進一步的準備。如果你一直因為感情的問題不快樂，你會找到解脫的方法。無論你的願望是什麼，你都需要盡最大努力。如果你盡力了，宇宙會全力支援你。


So i made some new friends at the motivation talk thingy, who is a horoscope fanatic, she send me this, YES , I NEED TO FIND MORE FRIENDS. hahahaha


My list of friends are :

1.CHMS friends
2.Maxcel Friends
3.Tourism Friends
4. Motivation course friends


All of the combine i think also not 30 ppl.sad.

So im being sponsor to go Miri, so will be going again later on, thus skipping the BBQ at "angel" beach tomorrow, and after my near death experience, i don't think it's a great idea to go the beach anyways, they say "AIYO CAN SIT ON THE BEACH MA" im not tat kind of person, when i see water i must go in one. so yeah, dangerous + the weather nowadays DEADLY!



And i've made my decision to go Philippine this year liao, after that will be Taiwan, but Taiwan trip hard to confirm just yet.

i think this is in Philippines? lol!


Chow!

6 more days.

I mentioned about going for this motivation course thingy, previously . So yeah it happened last weekend, at Marriot Hotel ,Miri.It was a 2D1N course, so we stayed in Marriot and had 8 meals fully covered by the hotel.

Ok, let's talk bout Marriot, the best hotel in Miri. and omg! really! have to admit.! EMPIRE HOTEL AND COUNTRY CLUB! SUCK LIKE WHAT!! cannot even compare what 6 star empire! useless! service sucks! employees sucks! no standard at all! always GEK the lc english for what!

Whereas, Marriot an international chain hotel, even in Miri, it's not that easy to get in, that is why the stupid receptionist never GEK the english, you can hear clearly what they are saying. This is the best thing.

Whats more is that , the facility are good also, maybe not sooo many varieties like in Empire and The CC. etc etc, but it's good.

  

Suppose to be 3 person in one room, but i got lucky so only 2 person in a room.

The bed and Empire one agak agak same.

But some how my room got kitchen 1!! hahaha other people don't have!

and the tv is LCD one! knn most of the hotels in Brunei still use the lousy old old tv.even in empire..== men sia soikan!

Enough bout the facilities and all that, \

one of the reason i go is because i don't know what to do with my life after brunei. and the other one is...

let's talk motivation, the course was on SAt and sun, i was hesitating wheather to go or not, then suddenly, i saw something i really cannot endure, i asked myself why is life so unfair , why do people get this and that, why they come from rich family and all those. So i decided to go and see what i can learn from this.



Although all the motivation agak agak all the same one, you have to set your mind to change, if not how many motivation course you go also no result one. etc etc.

so when this speaker was telling how she managed to turn into a rich person, what she say was, i was thinking, how come other people like what dato dato can become rich, he got nose eyes mouth , i got the same thing , how come etc etc, so she decided to set a aim, and work towards it..by...

at the same time, i was thinking bout what happened, how come people is always stealing what i "own" hahaha hard to explain...whatever..so thats about it...i won;t say much, coz it's quite complicated what i did there also.

CRappy photographer.lol!

the paper we are holding are not certificates, they asked us what we wanna accomplish before june 30 2011, we all wrote down and .....wonder how many of us will actually accomplish that. lol




I have no idea yet, what im suppose to do with this life of mine, well , just have to wait and see with the decision i come out with then....wait for me to be as successful as,..hmmmm,..i have no idol or aim...hmmmmm


Bye

CNN

Bored die,


the weather nowadays bery nice! hahaha sometimes la..this was actually taken quite a long time ago..

 Do you what thing suppose should be there?? hmmmm


 Ahh! it's april fool's day and i don't have anyone to play prank on..cheh! shit!oh well, sien ness!



Saw something i cannot accept last night, soo frustrating,  and to see it twice somemore! on the same night! ccb, cnn knn i hate copy cats!hmph!



how to give alasan to escape work! aiyo! headache





 no mood to blog.







 tada, its d ministry of finace thing. it so hard to take pic and drive.

Bye