Rest In Peace

A very important yet outdated news to share here.

One of the pending posts, i mentioned for quite a while now.

My pet lulu has died, for almost 3 weeks now.

Rest In Peace 

LULU 14 NOVEMBER 2009- 11 DECEMBER 2011

This photo was taken right after i brought it home from a friend's house, inside the basket thing on my motorbike , and it didn't didn't jump out from the basket.

See HERE for more pictures .

This was taken few months later around 4-5 months i guess,


One of the most recent photo is this.

So, how lulu die?

It happen few days before i go back to Sibu, i see it getting "emo", and shedding hairs and seems weak. Thought it was the freaky weather and got sick,

So few days later, my brother brought it to a vet, to have it look at, and the vet told him that, there's 90% chance she won't survive, and 10% survival rate, and even if she do make it, she would have a limp, blind and the "heart parasites" will come back.


The vet diagnosis was, HEART PARASITES thing, which are spread airborne or through mosquitoes, mosquitoes suck the blood of an infected dog will heart parasites and goes to another dog and all gets infected something like that. So most of the dogs near my neighbourhood are dead, including lulu's ex and current BF.

The vet ask my brother what is his decision.

A: give the injection, and hope that he manages to survive but with disability and chances of the the parasites coming back again.

OR

B. Put to sleep with an injection.


He called me asking for my decision, after a bit of consideration, i asked for decision B. no point letting it suffer much longer.

Thought the vet will take care of the body, but no, they asked us to bring it home. And so it's now buried in our  backyard.


Yes, i've been a bad owner for not taking care of the pet i got. and Lulu become Disloyal. which is all my fault. Although she never wanna come home, but she still come home when it rains because this is her home and she got no choice , no place to seek shelter from the rain.


Was told not to get another pet again liao. coz no take care and etc.

So yeah.

Bye

MOTHERFUCKERS PART 2.

Those people finally left this morning, i can finally have my life back.

A lot more unbelievable things happened again, these things really can make someone speechless.

Some of the few things are,

1. Asking me not to off my aircond, when i go out, so when they come back, it's not that hot for them.
WTF?! U THINK OPEN AIRCOND NO NEED ELECTRICITY?! U WANT COLD, GO STAY AT A GOD DAMN HOTEL!

2. Wasting my water and current,
They kept on boiling boiling water, some for the baby milk , some for disinfecting the baby bottles, some for bath. i quote : "WE HAVE HEATERS BACK HOME, WE ARE NOT USED TO SHOWER WITH COLD WATER"

WTF!!! GO DIE PLEASE!

Washing the baby/kids clothes, i don't know how many times they wash those clothes!! idiots!!! fuckers!!!

3. Raided my first aid kit.
im sick now, aside from the toothache, i have headache, sore throat, running nose and cough.. all because of these people, they saw me took some meds from the first aid box yesterday, and when i got back from work today, i saw all my meds on the table, almost empty. WTF!!! my meds also you people wanna eat!! fucking buy yourselves ma!!


4. Back from work, reached home around 8am, saw them packing ready to leave, my uncle bought them some buns for the road, they "offer" me some, my hand was dirty, so i grab the plastic, and she say YOU TAKE ONE ENOUGH LIAO. OMGWTF!!! U PEOPLE STAYED MY HOUSE FOR 3 NIGHTS! IS IT TOO MUCH TO TAKE MORE THAN 1 BUN!? HOW MUCH WILL IT COSTS YOU TO STAY IN HOTELS FOR 3 NIGHTS, WITH A TOTAL OF 14 PEOPLE!!!


5. Lastly, they didn;t even say those ”客套“  stuff, like sorry for bothering you for so many days, etc etc bla bla, they really think it IS my duty to provide my house for them and everything, really ...shocking,... these type of people existed..

Oh well, at least  they are gone now. have to see them during CNY again, maybe, that is if i still want to go back...really reallky hate SIBU!

But knowing them, they will be back, if there are any school holidays, there are too cheap to go elsewhere. rhey want to stay at my place only, coz it's FREE!

mcb motherfuckers,

now have to go sweep up their long disgusting hairs, wash all the bed sheets, pillow cases.... all these work!

cb ness!

MOTHERFUCKERS

2 pending posts, 1. The thing i say i would blog on the next post, 2. A follow up step by step wisdom tooth extraction process, as per request from Collie.

SUPER PISSED OFF NOW! Relatives from sibu staying at my house again! and this time a total of 13 people!! including kids!! inmy small house!! whats more is! they sleep in my bed! pull out a mattress ,put it at the living room, asking me to sleep there, did all these ,while i was out for dinner! MCB! cb sibu people!!

im listening to music and on-ing my lights now, if i can't sleep , i don't think you all should sleep also, bunch of assholes!

But just because the relatives, im under strict instruction from dad must "entertain" them,. fuck. What about my needs?! 1 day off in a week, and these fuckers put me at the living room at my own house?! hogging my bed ,fat pillow and blanket!

Cannot imagine theres such people! and my relatives!how many times already they did this! this is what these people do!! fuckers...

put me in the fucking living room man! wtf is this shit! and the only night i get to sleep at night at home at my comfy bed!! #!@$%#@$#@!

Since my dad have strict insteructions i cant be "rude" , i shall be Sarcastic!

WAA, U ALL FUCKERS VERY SUANG HO , SLEEP IN MY ROOM , MY BED?

THROW ALL MY CLOTHES ON THE FLOOR LIKE SOME RAGS. HO. FUCKERS!

Wisdom tooth extraction

I cant eat food now!! im dieting! after only just one day of dieting, i lost my tummy liao! lol..

For someone who had just gotten a wisdom tooth extraction surgery, im in quite a good mood, for some unknown reason. my face had swollen up, its as if , i have a rambutan stuff in my mouth.

So the story goes like this, i scare this and that, i scare that if i don protect my teeth now,i will regret forever in the future, so i have to get this wisdom tooth remove, even though it's not decayed yet.

Made a appointment at a government hospital, waited 1month for the appointment, finally yesterday the day to remove it, waited another hour or so for my turn, the procedure lasts for around 1hr30mins. lie there cannot move, feet cold, wanna pee back and neck pain... and yeah mouth pain..

after that, have to wait for my medicines, took another 40mins or so. was given 2 days sick leave, but because im such a good person,. and have very good colleagues, i decided to go work anyways since if i called in sick, my colleague would have to do everything alone! and it's not easy to work in a hotel!

asked the nurse to let me have my tooth, but its all broken up into tiny pieces, so no point lo..now everyday eat porridge, coz i can't eat anything else.

meds i have to take!

wanted to take a photo of my mouth and teeth, but nah.

 All in all, 3 more wisdon teeth to go! 3 more times of hell!

The minor surgery costs me rm 50, whereas if you do it a private dentist, it cost you rm 800! omg!!

I IS HAMSTER!!!

Must rest moreeeee...

Bye

13/12 update

Hello everybody, hello my blog readers, time do flies. It's been over a week since i last blog-ed. but it felt like it was just yesterday, i posted bout the Saint Row thing. wow...

Listening to SNSD Christmas song's now, suddenly feeling very emo. Weird!

Anyways, back from my Sibu trip, nothing much happen, just eat eat and eat.

Relatives who sees me, only have few things to say,

1. Wa, how many years you no come back liao? ( fact is only 1 year ba)!

2. Wa so tall liao( wtf, i stopped growing for how many years already)

3. Wa fat liao( haha yeah)

4.Wa, why so fair/white now? (aiyoyyo)

Bought some food souvenirs, put it at the living room, and was eaten by rats..>< " knn

Drove back to miri sunday morning11/12, reached around 6pm, and worked at 11pm, wow hectic day.

Just had a BBQ, a farewell party for my older brother friend, he's going to KL to work and etc. Suddenly felt a bit sad, this kind of thing will happen to me soon, friends finishing their studies soon, getting ready for work, work here and there. contact less and less, growing further and further apart. aww so sad.

Ermm going to the hospital tomorrow to have my wisdom tooth surgery! omg!

i have a sad news, a very sad news, will blog about it on the next post. since it need some compiling and editing...



buh bye..

IS SAD!

I IS SAD! coz i can't play Saint Row the third!

i always like to play these type of weird games, running around killing random people, stealing cars, ramming everything, like GTA and Prototype. soo nice! this also so nice! but cannot play! aiya! sad can die..

and going back to sibu again , next tuesday, aiyoo! so sien!! don't wanna go la.!

and im researching headphones liao, gonna what good thing to "jiang li" myself! hmph!


Bye!

Me and my "Soft Ears"

Remember when i say i quit-ed my job?! well guess what, i un-quit-ed my job ! and one of the main reasons is that i have SOFT EARS!


Definition of soft ears-people who tend to be  easily lied to by pretty girls, woman.!

Long story short, HR people suddenly nice to me, say i very "important" , say give me "raise" again "soon", i "soft ears", and being bored at home without any tv series to watch, making little salary makes me "happy" i got savings now and i don't know how. so continue to work lo, despite the fact that , i have submitted my resignation TWICE!!! hahaha  kissing ass really important, even a "Stubborn " people like me, change my mind. HAHAHAH wtf


Bye
!

Shoot something

Cond from previous post,

So! the manager ask me to think about it, and so i thought bout it, and within one day, i re submit my resignation letter, i did this while i was working, two colleagues from other department saw what i did, and asked me to help them to write a letter also! so 3 of us, pass the letters to the HR department on the same day.!! HAHAHAHA! im a natural born "leader" always "leading" bad things! tsktsk!

That day was a Friday, when my manager ask me to reconsider my resignation, i went home, and thought bout it, kinda fed up , so decided to watch movies, but die die no movie to watch,so decide to play games, really wanna shoot things soo badly but die die games nowadays hard to install, fed up times 2!!! At last, ended up rewatching Pokemon Orange League . ahh, the old ones are much much better then the one we have today.

Making life decisions through watching pokemon again, they always give life lessons!  lol!  so yeah, my last day of work is on the 20th of December, going back to brunei again on the 21st! ohh......

Bye!

Random with a dash of emo

First of all, watch this!    HERE, the song is ok, but i keep replaying 3.35-3.38! hair flipping is soo sexy!

Been wanting to blog bout my days in Brunei, been quite fun, because of the Carefree times there, but it is still very SIEN there!! if not for Starcraft 2 and Modern Warfare 3, i think i will die,no internet, got internet also very slow net! how how how!

oh yeah i finished that 2 games in 3 days i think! hohohoho!

Playing SC2 so long after it's release, is a good thing also, means i don't need to wait so long for the next one..hahahah

As for MW3, when i play, im actually very stressed out, one thing is im abit sick, headache and also because i was rushing the games, play for hours non stop. When playing MW3, i find it very impossible to win, thoughts like, waa war is so chaos!, so many people, how i kill all!? got this wanna give up feel while playing, hahahah wtf! i know right, but at the end, i finished it in 7hours and died for god knows how many times.hahahah!

anyways!  as usual my timing is very very very bad! when i go back, everyone is busy or haven't gone back to brunei yet, and as soon as i leave the place, people starts flooding back to brunei! wtf!!Coz on Tuesday, when i reached miri, open facebook, 3 people posted( ARRIVED IN BRUNEI, GOING BACK TO BRUNEI SOON!!) omg!!!! wtf!!! hahaha ><" no fate


So yeah, i submitted my resignation letter, but kena hold back by my manager, asking me to reconsider and all that crap, as me re submit again end of the month oh, she say. So see lo.... see how much is the increment lo...

Eee,, dont wannna work no more, i want people to feed me!

Bye!

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oh yeah, finaly taking leaves from work! starting from 18 till 22nd , going back to brunei for the first time in 4months,how time flies! 2011 is ending!

Reasons for going back, EXCAPADE!

Anyways, so lazy to blog now, coz im sick! coz of the rain,and my wisdom tooth is killing me! aiya!! mcb, just when i can finally have some sushi! my dentist appointment is 1month away!! NOOO!

No transport to go back, fuck.why everyone have car , but me? mcb


bye!

It's not easy to blog.

Waaa and just like that 10 days had passed since my last post! soo fast!! 20 more days to pay day!

"Im taking MC today coz i have a dinner tonight, and it's way too troublesome to change shift with people, might as well just take the day off, no need so rajin. But have to go to the clinic but there's soooo many people there, i malas again. Zzz

Nothing much to blog , as usual, but hey, at least this blog ain't dead yet. and it's really NOT easy to blog you know, referring to KENWOOI.COM . Although i don't have as much steps as he does, and i don't do 8 out 10 the things he do, but it's still NOT easy ok! normally what i do is, when i have something to blog, i store in my brain, and kept it on replay, replay and replay till i actually blog bout it. HHAHAHA! yes, i have a great mind.

oh! i have a picture to share, if you're following this blog, then you probably read  AKIRACEO CAT COMIC, and he always censored his face, and because im a WORKING ADULT now, i need to read newspaper, and just so happens to read  THE STAR , and saw his face, and now presenting, Akiraceo. and other comic bloggers.

Hahaha for some reasons, i actually thought his face would look like a cat!! 

Well then , off to get my MC, ....hmmm wait another 1 hours la..

Bye!

How to spend Rm 479.50 on your pay day.

OH yeah babeh, finally payday! after a month of blood and sweats, you finally got that SMALL amount of money bank into your account..

And in just 2 hours you can spend about  half of it. For a good cause of course! i do not have a luxurious life like  people these days..

So what i did today was, made a appointment with the dentist(willingly) , coz your teeth is one of the most important in your  bodeh!, what's gone, you can't get back, unless you go for those artificial teeth and costs you like thousands! So anyways, i went and had my teeth checked, turns out, my normal teeth are in conditions , except for my Wisdom teeth, which are already decay-ed. Oh no, i need to get it OPERATED! oh no!! all 4 of them, as per the dentist, the bottoms one decayed already, so i need to have it surgically removed, and if removed, the 2 upper ones, useless liao, so those can be removed as well.

So yeah, and he told me that my teeth are not properly clean, and thats why the wisdom decayed,and also why my gum always bleed when i brush.Hmm , so i had it clean for a total of Rm 70! I don't know why everyone said having your teeth is painful? normal only leh. and took only like 10mins?

So, my plan is now to go to a government based dentist to get this surgery done, coz in private one expensive ma! gonna go and make appointment with the dentist tomorrow again, this thing cannot procrastinate any longer, or it will burn another big hole in my wallet！

After that the other Rm 400 is much more simpler, rm 200 on my never ending school fees, and another Rm 200 on the never ending insurance premium, which i paid willingly, feel proud and sad at the same time, how good will it be , if my parents are paying all these for me! like most of the people around me~

Bought a nice lunch for myself, really can't remember i had a nice lunch. This so called NIce lunch is actually just your normal char siew rice, and what's not normal about it , is that it costs me Rm 6 !! wtffff! decided to buy another pack of chicken rice at the next stall. which cost me Rm 3.50.

So the total i spent today is these 2 hours are Rm 479.50.The money exchanged with all my blood and sweats, gone just like POOF.... Really this unexplain-able sense of 成就感. Feeling proud and sad at the same time,  someone should feed me, buy me original tickets to Snsd concerts and original albums!! oh well, everyone is leading a different life. Man， i wanna have a lavish lifestyle! i want to eat expensive fruits and ice creams at home ,without having to work! HAHAHAH! im such a simple human being.! lol!

Awww, i miss BND( brunei dollar)so bad! hahahaha  perhaps........

ooh la la


Gonna enjoy the remaining hours of my day off!

Bye!

Unbelievable part 4 or 5!!

Omg!!! Unbelievable!! Part 4 or 5 coz i cnt remember how many times this number "open" liao Wtf!! Yesterday was a Tuesday , but got this special draw, and my car plate came out AGAIN!!! (Though the numbers are jumping ) as usual.

Both on sports toto and magnum!!! Omg!!!! This is soo...!!!! How many times already this month after my accident, and after washing and cleaning my bike, I should wash it more often!!!

Obviously I got nothing to blog about which is why the constant updates about numbers . Lol

Bye!

UNBELIEVABLE!!!

REMEMBER LAST WEEK, MY CAR PLATE NUMBER KINDA "OPEN" that was a wednesday, following that week, that sunday, my number "open" again. than again on this wednesday!! OMG OMG OMG WTF WTF!!

Did i mention, after i got into the accident, i washed my bike, giving it the NEW vibe, and who knew, my carplate open 3 times after that!! OMG!! wtf!! and i didn't buy any of it!!

!!!! boo!!

the end !

What i did these couple of days.

Few days back, was obsessing with one of my favorite game franchise of all time...RESIDENT EVIL, finally got to play the 5th installment, and normally it will took me 2 weeks to finish one game, but somehow i finished this in   just 2 and a half days( applause applause) wheee..haha

Slept from 10am -10pm yesterday, shocking!! eat liao sleep, after sleep then wtf need to work lagi..><"

Oh, im using 4 mbps line now, downloaded SNSD new 390mb video in 5mins,woohoo, and the 100mb album in 3mins..hahahah but somehow when i use Funshion,(streaming movies) it's very slow. TT.knn the rest of the download things are fast though..WHY!!!


so i need to start downloading dramas/movies and NOT streaming them liao.

since im staying  at some kampung area, just now, a SNAKE was in my bathroom! omg! omg! i tries to take a close picture of it, but when i updated my iphone to ios5, it can't zoom no more? haha knn. so anyways, very small snake, seems harmless at the time. and then suddenly i saw the colorful like shiny green +blue color(kinda hard to notice), so pretty. tried my best not to kill it, sapu it into the longkang , but it won't go away, flush it with water non stop. aiya so mafan, give u chance u don want, then you should die. my brother, took an axe , kinda chop it in half, the

Tried to put in the biscuit tong but it won't go in, if you look hard enough, you can see the mouth/toungue/ HISSING! but i no hear hissing sound...and omg( IOS5 photo looks sooo sharp!!)

The end cannot sleep!!! 2pm!! Liao.

bye

吓一跳

The other day, i got into an minor accident, long story short.  I lost a mirror( in case you didn't know, i'm a biker) which means my motorcycle lost a side mirror, so unbelievable, that i lost only a mirror, and no scratches on me, the motorbike. Can't say the same for the car that i hit, minor scratches on the car.

And what you do after you got into a accident?

1. 吓一跳. Duh.

2.Say sorry and all that, depending on the people you hit, be prepare for worst case scenario.

3.Tell someone about it.
From what i can observe, girls and guys says different thing. Girls, will say , ARE YOU OK? NOT SERIOUS EH ? ETC ETC. On the other hand, guys will say,HOW'S YOUR CAR?( in my case motorcycle), WHAT CAR YOU HIT? lol..


4.Go home, say PHEWW..不幸中的大幸(lucky to be alive, something like that ) take a shower and sleep.

5. Wake up before 7pm to buy TOTO/4D, and since my plate number is 2720, so when you accident, and fall down, you're suppose to buy the “terbalik"(reverse) numbers, meaning 0272, but for some reasons i reverse the numbers also i reverse salah... i bought 0270, HAHAHA yeah abit blur. then waiting for 8pm, open the results......jeng jeng jeng


The numbers that came out as a winning number is  0027!!!!
ALMOST!!!! SAD-ED! 2 ALMOST LAGI!!

went to Aaron's bday BBQ and then work..


So, that's how the day ended.



Just watched  REAL STEEL at the local cinemas, suprisingly , it's very very nice, 9/10! haha

also, watched the latest episode of Running Man, where Snsd is in it few days ago, now  waiting for part 2! waiting to see their barefaces!!


It's 11.30 pm on my offday, can't sleep , haven't gotten any lunch and dinner yet....had bread for breakfast. Well guess i just have to eat bread again for my lunch+ dinner+supper at 11.30pm. hell yeah.

Saw this post on facebook, haizz


病了，一個人扛；
煩了，一個人藏；
痛了，一個人檔；
街上，一個人逛；
路上，一個人想；
晚上，一個人的床……

慢慢地習慣了一個人的生活，變得沉默、
變得冷落、沒了想理、不想說、不想看、
我不是高傲，也不是胡鬧，是厌倦了所有的依靠


Bye

Follow up

Ah-ha! To follow up my previous post, there's a few teachers that I forgot to mention which is math teacher stella, computer teacher Matthew and the famous wu 主任 hahaha

And I got proof! Tat I'm not making up all these stories!! Hahahah







Bye short post only

Record breaking sleep

Today! A geng day!! Coz I slept from 3 30 am till 5 pm!! Skipped breakfast and lunch!! Aiiyo!


And I just downloaded blogger into my iPhone hahahah after almost one year of owning this thing!( FYI blogging with iPhone now.)

so now I have quite skinny forearm! Lol

And! the other day, alot of CHMS(chung hwa middle school(my ex school) teachers went and check in to MY hotel, around 20 of them, and what so nice is that out of  around 10++ teachers. Around 8 recognise me! HOHOHOHOOH! coz im famous! those who don't recognise me are our principal,mdm kho( why would she recognise me, it's not like i everyday go up stage get trophy/award/certificates ma!!)


the others that doesn't recognise me are the new teachers, one very disappointing thing is MDM Tao( our F5 teacher, i think she's blur liao) HGAHAHAH , coz i remembered going back to chms in 2008( one year after our graduation, and she does'nt recognise many of us already) omg! hahahaha so cannot blame..HAHAHA

Since im very good with faces and names, i can almost name everyone present that day!

1. Principal, mdm kho
2.Cikgu Beh(which is now asst principal)
3.阿陶( mdm tao) which is now asst asst principal i think
4.Teacher Mili (physics teacher)
5.Veronica (geo teacher)
6.Jasly( history/counsellor back in F1!!)
7.关老师(chi teacher back in primary) still recognises me!
8.cikgu Tan( Bm teacher form 5)
9.Ng lin di (PE teacher primary)
10.Lim Lan ji i think(Art teacher form 3 coz i don't take art in f4,f5, one of the most funny/bad teacher)
11.stil got more ? don't know what teacher and some  can'remember..HAHAHAH

Then most of them say, "you got brothers in Chms right? which class is he in? etc etc etc.. i cannot remember, i remember Y something something, so i said YELLOW something, then they say "aiyo, where got yellow yellow in Form 4/5 liao. one" lol

And most importantly, they say, WAAA 国耀， now so handsome liao ho! face why so white!? HAHAHAHA lol! anyways, they are here to visit the miri chinese school or what one, today newspaper should be got put. But didn't take any pictures, coz im a guy/working at the moment! and they were on a rush so yeah. the end.

I guess why most people recognise me is that im QUITE talkative in class..LOL! so kids, don't act cool! don't be smart. coz nobody will recognise you when you're old! LMAO!


10pm, preparing for work.
bye

SNSD & ME

So, this news, should be all (K pop-sters) know liao one,  snsd gonna release new album again, and etc etc, kena delay or etc etc, was suppose to released tomorrow, but maybe delay delay or what, so anyways!

Eveytime, they release new songs,new mv, new whatever, always happens to me on the same day i have important things one. it's so hard to explain. Coz i think i remember their release dates for mv/songs always align perfectly with my important things also, which i can't remember right now, and too lazy to refer back to my old posts. (basically this paragraph is uselss)

Anyways, tomorrow is suppose to be another important day that clashes with the new release date( very confusing i know, i don;t even know what im talking about). Tomorrow is the day!! the day i first started work 3months ago!! OMG!! how fast is that!! it's like i just started work la!!

Oh well, since i haven't any pictures/photo/videos in a long time'

Watch THIS if you haven't , but should be alot watched liao lo..normally i don't like Yoona, one, but damn the BGM is nice.. rewatched this don't know for how many times.. Zzz HAHAHAH

can happy die!! down there also happy! LMAO! stupid perfect BGM!! gives people this exciting feel! super nice flower petals falling, like the dude does it in Bleach..HAHAHA


Anyways!!! back to topic,so fast 3 months liao!! and tomorrow is suppose to my probation evaluation thing, coz 3months liao ma...but i don't know what my manager gonna do..

So, im thinking to quit for real liao, if they don't give me a raise, i think they will either, don't give me a raise or
give me a raise of RM 50..hahaha, so we will see how..don;t think i wanna work for that extra rm 50..lol

AHHHH!

AHHH!! 4AM! CAN'T SLEEP!! WORK AT 3PM LATER! AHHH! HUNGRY ! AHHH!!

Made mistakes that costs me another Rm100! AHHH! I'm those kind of employees that every company wants, they don't paid me, I PAID THEM. AHHH!!!

I'm sad! AHH!! i don't have any money left in my banks. AHHH! bought too much tickets, and now paying my company, im dry and sad! AHHH!!!

Strong winds now, can hear the WHOOSH  wind sounds, kinda scary, my doors are banging, kinda creepy..AHHH!

Well, since i can't sleep, im up online searching for jobs, and apparently job hunting ain't easy..AHHH! wtf!
It;s easier to find job in Brunei i guess? AHHH! i don't wanna go back!AHH!  but i not yet quit my job, even though, out of 10 people i talked to , 9 has asked me why i haven't quited  this crappy job yet...coz i don't wanna sien at home! one of the main reason i suppose.

So now, im listening to this song. a motivational song, which is perfect for my current situation..felt like how many years already haven't spoke english..hmm..

Anyways, listen to this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uIbXvaE39wM&ob=av2e

It's quite old! AHH!


Bye! still can't sleep...