19

So, it's my 19th  birthday. Guess what i doing now....sitting home of course...it's not like i got something else to do or celebrate...

Receive birthday greetings from friends and people from Facebook..it's nice..but weird that those people i add, never spoken or met before, greets me on my birthday; hey if not for those people...probably there's only less than 5 who greets me ..so it's probably a good thing then.

If you ask me bout birthday wishes, i don't think i'll make any of  that.. wishes doesn't come true...not for me anyways...gave up after few years of those useless things. This previous years, people ask me to make wishes and blows out the birthday candles, i never do close the whole eye thing/make wishes..i'd just went and blew out those candles..there's simply no point in these kinda things..what i always wish for was luck..but good things never happen to me...of course i have very simple life and i still complains..so luck, no luck..it doesn''t matter anymore. Some are just born lucky, well those can go suck themselves. Those who work hard never gets what they want. I never get what i want..lol..but after so long..you will just learn to accept things the way it is..so no more crapping bout it here.

Don't think there's gonna be any celebration this year too, last year i organized 3 parties/gathering. it's fun. but not this year.nobody cares. i don't care so who cares.

Happy birthday to me..