I'm sooo exhausted! blogging is hard!

The real update.

So i'm hire-d now. Work officially on May 1st..which means i have to buy new clothes and slacks. Which means i have no spare money to buy phone!! i spent whole night thinking bout this kinda things again....so i made up my mind(kinda) i'm gonna hold off my plans for 1 month! when i get my salary, i get a better phone! btw..my salary is only $600. i never understand why people always kept their salary hidden,so paiseh meh?? lol...lalalala maybe i hide my salary amount next time also~!!

And , so Goodmiles says it's an added adavantage if i can speak cantonese,say LEI HO MA( u good or not?) hahaha but good thing i can understand la..coz i'ma movie freak, but sadly can't speak well, feel so cacat when i speak cantonese(the horror, don't wanna remember)..hmm what else..

Distance 35km. i think i get my own desk 1.i never get my own desk before! the sakai-ness, i'm gonna start complaning when i start work! i know it! sienzx me!but if other people can do it i can do it~~!!! must everyday set target.!! set target to buy new stuff every month!!! so got motivation to work!! KISS ASS!(pai ma pi) so i get more tips!!

what else~~people probably won't see me online THAT much liao..coz my boss say can online during lunch hour nia~ hahahaha and at night probably too tired liao gua~ and no more pps~~!!

new phone rm 1200! i bought my laptop for 2000!! ahhh!! so hard to decide!! ahhh!! sienz!! working hard is hard! should value money more now!! don't waste money!!! socializing is different..that 1 must spend!! always say say say and no action..!!! no $$ to lollipop!

i'm going back to miri either this saturaday with parents, or sunday with friends, 1 last week in miri!!! buying cheap-er stuff for work.then i wish i get a car so i can go back to miri every weekend!!! but no money~~ booo

that's all for now...(this is post written on 23/5 but not yet posted)

Today i'm gonna blog bout how exhausted i am!!i have never been so exhausted in my life!! and i haven't even start WORKING!!! nooo!! i dono how i'm gonna adapt!!!ok the reason why i'm sooooo exhausted till every bone of mine is cracking!! and muscles are sore-ing!!! but still cannot sleep!!! open my mouth then starts drooling! coz i'm too exhausted to control my mouth muscle! WTF! ahahaha okok the reasons are i drove 90km in brunei using a non=automatic car! just like that! sienz!!! if go for long distance nvm 1!! but with soooo many bumps(the small hills on the road) and tooo many hills on subok! boooo! i can't feel my leg!! i want a new car!!! i'm sooo useless...not yet work already like this!!! TT how!!how!!

oh oh, and we watch movie last night! THE LOSERS i think premiere lo...soooo nice..and the girl from the movies REALLY is the blue girl from Avatar! i was right!! even without blue face i can recognise! i got talent!! whahahah...and i was sooo sleepy during the movie!! but because of NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET TRAILER i don't dare to sleep...hahahahha as if!

Ate sushi last night, spent about 70+, count it as 80 la...which means i already "accrued/owing" my future paycheck...i was calculating also..the first 4 days of work,i'm not getting paid...coz u need to pay back what u owed.lol....

which means next month i get only 320 as salary~~ booooo...coz i have to pay my own school fees now..1 month $200..+sushi+movies $80--------$320....every month...got only less than 400~~ haizzzz but cannot complain! training is like this! hahaha my friends get rm 300...kekekeke

and mr 675 got an written test today and interview soon at kiarong, i also wondering if get the job at kiarong, then he can bring me to work everyday eh!! the suangness no need to drive!!! ahhh!! too bad they don't give a better offer lo~~~

i always cannot sleep at night,coz i plan my routines at night...from what i'm gonna do...and etc...during the calendar thingy using my brain! and things NEVER goes wrong!! and who says i have bad time management!!! i shouldn't do like this ah!! everyday think dao..1am..then wakes up at 7.45am!!! cannot!!

1 of the things i think about last night was, what to bring to work on the 1st day, thinking like doing like mr bean, bring a big bag, put many pens inside and many things ..thinking bout this makes me happy!! hahahahaha and bring those fur fur slippers to work, while d boss not looking switch to those comfortable slippers! HAHAHAHAH WTF!! watch tooooo much chick flicks!!!damn!!! but seriously what to bring first day of work~~~ hmmmmmm

ok enough..haha wayyy too long....

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