3.26am

It's 3.26am on a saturday night, i can't sleep coz im working & hungry. But i do sleep at work though, because i is not a robot! urgh. Been working the midnight shift for 2 weeks straight. coz i don't have any transport, since my motorbike was stolen at my work place .....yea..sucks...made police report, police are useless. Report to insurance company, they say need 6 months investigation.....

On heavier news, last month on my birthday, my dad was rush to the hospital, he was hospitalized for 3 weeks, unfortunately he did not get better and pass away on April 8. It was too sudden, but we have come to accept it , life goes on.He pass away peacefully, and is in a better place now.

 So now there's alot of paper works to do, both in brunei and miri.

My mom and brothers will move back to miri and stay in the miri home, so alot of things have to be brought to miri too. My parents have been in brunei for about 3 decades, and now it's time to leave Brunei.

So now, more responsibilities on me and my brother, we have to take care of the family, it's good that we are all grown up now and independent, so now cannot anyhow quit job and rest for 9 months, no work no money no eat! Can't really impulse buy anymore. have to spend money wisely and eat money anywhere i can!

So many went wrong with the funeral services, only in brunei! useless! but no point talking bout it anymore. too long story also. I took about 1 week leave to tend to my father funeral service. And after one week , went back to work , and motorbike got stolen....

haiz, like i said, life goes on. angry and cry also useless.......

Gonna try and sleep now..