Only old people drinks warm water

One of the scariest day in my life coz of these series of "Events"

December 2nd, i  i was caught speeding, yeah stupid automatic car. Coz im usually driving a manual  one and it's quite old, so maximum only 120km/h, but i was working and using the company van, which is automatic, so all you do is just step. step and kena $50(RM 120)2 AND A HALF DAY SALARY saman.FML. my fault cannot blame people. kena saman still have to say THANK YOU, AND SMILE to the police who wants to get their christmas presents early. FML  TIMES 5

2ND thing, complicated work stuffs, screw up big time, my boss just, what you call it nowadays, "fucked me kao kao" yea....it's actually not that bad, like biasa liao but because this time is really my fault so i can't help to think bout it.... i spent my whole night thinking bout this remembered going to bed at 11pm, slept till 1am, roll around, till 3am. slept till 5am. i have sexy eyes now.

3rd This*pointing up* and another sad personal thing....

So yeah, it's a good thing i  went out with people so i can keep repeating the same things to them..talking bout things really helped.lol. these are the times i really feel stress out 1...so horrible to wait for the next day and afraid of whats gonna happen. etc..i don't know what im saying now.

But i think it's okay now?i don't have to care anything? just sit there and blog softly( coz office very quiet now, so im blogging very carefully=softly)

i do not know, felt useless.But hey this is life. stuffs happened all the time, some good some bad..........what i should do is just cherish what i have now, pps as much as possible. hoping not to have more major screw ups.

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i've got so much in my mind..seems soo petty.....

Bye